Cross my fingers, cross my eyes. Another moment I hope to die. I had thought they went away once some light shined into this tunnel called my heart. But the light was a candle that burned away and I m left with nothing to say, nothing to do but try to keep my insides from pouring out. My heart already spilled on this paper. It s a mess I know. This isn t shit. Betrayal is what loves me. It s all that can love me, after all, we ve had so many good times together. I see you two have met.

There s a break in the choir tonight. The center section sings about lust while the tenors are missing you. My guts are spilled, revealed as black, charred and burnt by the fire you breathe. Heartless? Maybe, but it takes one to know one.

Rummaging through my brain. Looking for some mental pictures of you. Memories flood my head as I think of what I thought was good. Its all a mirage, a image placed by what I wanted to have been. The truth deceives me yet again. Kiss me, kill me, do it again. It all ends the same in the end. So take this dagger out my back you backstabber and kill me right. Just go at it until I m nothing but a thousand pieces. I m sure you couldn t love even one of those remains. It remains the same. Change you say... never heard of it .